a flame of jealousy.(a shrt autobiography)

readers, this is not me..
im just writing a story about someone or something that i know.. enjoy.XD

one evening, i heard rumors that someone new is moving into the house.. at first, i felt kinda happy that i got to meet new friends.. but then, after sometime now, i feel kinda sad..='(

it was a big family that were moving in... last tyme, my room was at the highest level.. because of the new arrivals, i had to moved down.. n i had share the room with them. i dont mind.. when they moved in, i welcomed them with smiles... they unpacked.. i didnt get the chance to help. cuz, it was so overcrowded.. so, i let them unpacked by themselves.

as new people, it is natural that everyone wants to meet them.. i still dont mind.. when i first came here, i got the same attention toO..=) now, it is their turn..

after a few days, they still got the attention.. i felt uneasy.. it wasnt the same when i came here.. there was a flame of jealousy in my heart... to make things worse, people started to ignore me..=( it made me sad cuz, before the newcomers came, i was very popular. more popular than my other friends.. their arrival kinda challenged me..

at times, ive done some work together with the family.. it was ok. i tried to make frens with them.. but its tougher than i thought. cuz of the jealousy inside me is still burning..

after that, things turned out just a bit well.. people started to give their attention to me.. but, it was never the same.. as it turned out, now, i was no longer the most popular.. the family have stolen that crown from me.. i am now the second choice..

but, i am a very positive person.. i keep telling myself that everything that happens must have its reasons.. so, i tried to sweep all bad feelings away from my heart.. now, im getting used to not being the favorite..

but still, deep down in my heart, i'd still hope that people would still give me the attention i used to get before the family arrived...

who am i? what am i? try to guess, ppl! haha.=)

cheaters.

november is coming to an end... one more month before the school holidays are over.
n, i havent even touch one single form 4 book. haha. i guess, im being too relax during this holidays. huh. i think, ill turn into a faster gear when december comes..

rite now, im just trying to keep my brains from being dead by playing the myspace apps.. haha. its good for math. trust me.. haha. everytime, i play them, i would hold on to a calculator to calculate how i should spend my income for that day to get the benefits...=D does de apps have cheats? idk, idc. as far as im concerned, those who cheat are afraid to lose and will never enjoy the game to the fullest..XP

unholy confessions by avenged sevenfold are damn noisy..

Anidias. aka saidina..

anidias. dats wht we call it.. but, most ppl call it saidina.. most dnt even noe it existed.. haha.=D
for those who dnt, its a board game which is the malaysian version of a monopoly..

me n my siblings played it today. huh. i lost. haha. my bro have won dis tyme... but, atleast, by losing, i've got to know one really important strategy to win de game. haha. next tyme we play im totally going to play out de strategy...
dats de only highlight for de day..

yesterday, we went to the club again.. my bro wanted to swim.. therefore, we went. i brought my tennis racquet but was cut short cuz there were othr ppl using the court. oh well. so, i play basketball. im surprised by how 2 days of practicing can improve ur skills.. now, i can easily throw in the ball from the penalty spot... weee!=D

cant wait for my bro to come home tomorrow.=) damn, my friends over you drum are hard for a beginner.. haha.

..::weekend::..

huh. its almost nine rite now.. this weekend was, u can say, not dull, n boring.. haha.=D

..::saturday::..
i woke up, peesy was the first one i met. whos peesy?? my comp of course. haha.=P
my father went to service our neo.. so, no going out until evening.. so, i hangout for hours with my 3 frens for this holidays. wanna guess who? haha.XD
after tht, we went to my aunty's hse.. there, i played xbox with my couz.. of course, we had fun..=D we got home at night..wht else did i do?? sleep...

..::sunday::..
i woke up. dis tyme, its not peesy.. haha.=P
i read the papers.. it was full of nothingness... huh.
then, my father went out to play golf at the club with his frens.. i, meanwhile went to play basketball n snooker with the rest of the family n a couple of frens... damn, we had fun..
at 6, we went to eat.. wait, wrong.. they went to eat.. i didnt.. haha. i just ordered a milo ice..=D we went back home.. n, here i am.. writing dis blog.. =)

there u go, my weekend.. its not very exciting actually, but, atleast, its full of activities..=D

cant wait for my bro to come back frm limit head.. XD. we'll have so much fun together.=D i also cant wait for him to get his driving licence.. ghee.*_*

they came and they left and never return...

im currently listening to 'too close for comfort' by mcfly..
dnt noe why, but, dis song always give me a feeling.. its hard to explain de feeling.. i think its a combination of sad, happiness and misery.. hows dat? haha. dats why it is still in my favorite list of songs..=)

enough of dat..

hey. remember about de plans i wrote last tyme? they all went great.. i went to the club around 8 o' clock on thursday.. i played tennis with my bro.. i won 6-2. haha.=P then, we went to the driving range.. my first 10 balls werent so gud.. after tht, it all got better..=) in average, i hit the balls 75m.. ok la rite? haha.

dis morning, i cleaned my room.. whew... it took the whole morning.. but, it was worth it.. =)

gaga.. nothing left to write. haha.

currently practicing the drums of 'it ends tonight' by all-american rejects...=)

got tagged.

1. What's your ambition?
- still undecided between a cardiologist or a scientist. sumtimes, i have dreams of being a musician. =P

2. What's the best dream you ever had?
- its hard to remember. but, the best dream was i was a father to a wonderful family, and as a leader of a country, i successfully defend our homeland from enemies. the ending was the best part.. haha.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
-not even once.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-depends.

5. How many babies do you want?
-3. but, i dont want them to stay as babies.. babies are hard to care. haha=P

6. What is your goal for this year?
-getting good results for PMR. n be more patient.

7. Do you believe in eternal love?
- yes.

8. In your opinion, what are the characteristics of the perfect boy/girlfriend? (10 characteristics)
- honest.
- beautiful.=)
- intelligent.
- understanding.
- reliable.
- mature.
- have patience.
- caring.
- responsible.
- knows how to cook.

9. What feeling do you love most?
- happy.

10. What is your bad habit?
- playing guitar n drums too much..

11. Is there anything you want to tell people who hate you?
- ouh. lms, just one thing. sorry for making ur life miserable.

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- nope.

13. What does flying mean to you?
- when we are moving without touching the ground.. dats flying.. haha.=P

14. What do you crave most at the moment?
- ouh. right at this very moment..i want to feel the coldness of taking a bath. haha.=D

15. Who do you think is hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
- wait. who the hell are they??

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- a talkative walking dictionary who loves liyana.

17. What would you really like to do right now?
- go to skool and meet with my frenss. i miss them..

18. What will you become in the next 10 years?
- a great guy, with a beautiful wife and childrens and has a great career in whatever im doing..

19. Coffee or tea?
- tea definitely.. with creamer..

20. What's the best gift your best friend or boy/girlfriend ever got you? And who gave it?
- i rarely get gifts. maybe, rm250 for doing great in exams.

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Tagged :
- deborah
- Dayana
- Weii Syuen
- Faiz
- aqil
- who else?
- QMcullen

plans, plans, plans.

today is the 20th of november. many plans.. my grandma is coming=) yeay.
n, one more plan for today.. im going to start going to the club again.. after months of break... haha. im planning to go to the driving range. im sure, i wont hit the balls far for today. i think, i want to play tennis toO for today.=)

the last 3 days was kinda ok..=) i went to JB for 2 days n 1 night.. tiring.. very tiring. but then, i got to hangout with my cousins..=D we play football.. watch a movie.. n eat!! haha. im telling u, if u ever go to my hometown.. u wont get hungry.. cuz, we eat all the tyme.. im not kidding..=) but, the purpose of my journey to JB was to wish my uncles n aunts who are going to perform their haj dis year.. it all went well.=D

yesterday.. was my sis's birthday.. she's finally 12.. haha.=P happy birthday sis.. its kinda weird. she got her upsr results b4 she was even 12! haha. we dint do anything yesterday. cuz, we're waiting for our brother to come back from limit head..=P hes taking his spm dis year.. all the best to him.. anyway, we are going to celebrate after he came back here.. its going to be great.. i hope..=D

melaka pics.

like i wrote in my 1st blog, here are the pics dat i took during the trip to melaka. enjoy.=P

me n my frens inside the bus(bas lama).

frm left: zhafir, amirul, me, pecai.

>>no wonder Melaka falled to the West... from left: Portuguese rifle, Dutch rifle, n the Malay Keris..(red building)

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with mr durai, our counseling teacher.. at the Cheng Ho museum......

me with Zhafir.. thx 4 de ice-cream weyh

Taming Sari Tower..

inside the tower, before going up..

hahahahaha.XD

frm left:pecai, symil, me, ain haziq.

the heli...

these are only some of the photos that i took.. the uploading took ages.. so, im not going to put all.. it would take a year before it will finish.. haha.

fin.

one day in melaka..

14th november 08.
... 5.50a.m. ....
The song 'shake it' by metrostation kept ringing in my ear every 2 minutes.. hey. dats my alarm tone. =D its tyme to get up.
i did wht i usually did almost every morning: bath, do my prayers..=) then, i get ready for my trip to melaka.. dis tyme, it was a little bit different.. cuz, dis tyme, i was de head of the trip.. wee!
anyway, i arrived at skool at 6.50a.m. bringing with me 2 plasticbags full of 'kerepeks' (wht do they call it in english? anyone?) the buses were a bit late.. fyi, we went with 2 buses.=)
after de bus arrived, we all went inside.. n then, we took off.. haha. so, de journey begins. XD
suddenly, de bus dat i was one a.k.a. bas lama broke down.. huh. dugaan.. but, becuz of it, i had the chance to taste baskin robbin's. haha. my fren, zhafir was so generous. it cost rm22 for 2 ice creams? wth. honestly, i'll never buy it with my own money. haaha. so, thx weyh.=) back to the problem.. so, we'all have to squeezed up like sardines in one bus.. imagine, a bus full with about 50+ students.. lol. luckily de bus was a bit new n the air-con was really good.. haa.
we arrived to our first destination The Stadhuys a.k.a. bangunan merah.=) we went into the museum. N i was quite amazed. as long as i can remember, i've never visited de museum. n, it was kind of nice..=D i havent uploaded de photos in my comp so, there'll be no pic in this blog..=( but, i will put some of it in my latest blog later..=)

... 1.25p.m. ...
next, we went to the taming sari tower.. from upthere, we can see the SELAT MELAKA> cool.<. then, we ate our lunch.. mcD was my choice. hee. no need to put in all de details. =P after dat, we went to the black ship.. wht is its name? haha. it was very hot outside, so, going inside de ship felt like really gud.=D there was another 2 museums near the blacky. so, we went there toO.

... around 5.00..
the last stop was the melaka zoo. sum of us went to the zoo, while de rest went to the taman buaya.. i went to the crocs.. =D there is a haunted hse inside the taman, but, i dint go cuz, my my my pockets are almost empty. haha. b4 dat, i had buy a souvenir for my fren..=D
i did my prayers at the surau provided.=D Qasar n jamak weyh.=D

.. 6.45pm. ...
we somehow got another bus.. thank god. we wont be squeezing for the return journey.=D the best part is, sumthing happened in the bus.. it made me jealous. haha. i wont tell wht happen tho.=)) we arrived at skool around 8. 30.. i quickly got out of the bus to catch up with aqeela. i've got to give her something. but, huh. i wasnt fast enough.haha. im not really a fast runner, deb..haha.=D
there u go. my trip to melaka. the best part was tht, i got to hangout with frens.. aqil, haziq, ain haziq, nadzirah, liyana, farah, etc. it was really great.

huh. de last thing i did for de day: on9 at night.. wee.=P